Sometimes , I do miss the fun during those years . But sometimes , once i recall back those time , my heart is still aching . I just couldnt believe the wound is still bleeding actually , 5 years hardworks of mine , all the sweat , tears , blood , time , etc just wasted like that ? Frankly speaking , I still not satisfied with it , I wish the time could fly back to those time , so that i manage to show everyone, I am the best among the among best , I deserve a better position but not only third . But , it can only occur , in your dream . :(
Teacher told me " You should control your anger Phua , try to do your part well so that senior will feel they had made the wrong choice . " I tried , but human will never satisfied with what was in their hand , so do me . What more it was my hardworks for 5 years , I don deserve it ? I was wondering why they changed their mind in the last minute . Until today , it is still a questions marks in my mind .
Stupid right ? I've been in a college life but I still can be affected by all those stuffs who will never affect my future . Seriously need someone to control my emotional :(
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